No one can understand

I'm tired of letting go; giving in ; saying goodbye 

Let go of every thing I ever wanted

Telling myself to be strong , hold on it will pass and I will get over it

I got over my whole life

I gave up on every single thing I ever wanted or had any feelings for

And everyone else, all the people,  whoever I can see around me is just holding tight to everything

They keep what they want ; right or wrong

I'm tired 

It's not fair...it's not fair at all...I'm always in pain, and it never goes away