I am an addict and it my first hour of being sober

It doesn't matter what or who you are addicted to

It is hard to get sober

And I would repeat this to the day I feel this addiction has died inside of me

I Am an Addict and it's my first hour of being Sober 

- never thought it could be actually this painful and mentally crashing 

-(non-related shit) my boobs are getting out of hands huge and they need to stop . My butt is growing too and I freaking don't want to update my closet. I CAN'T !